so rich yet so lonely...

I still cannot believe ydy’s shocking news about Michael Jackson’s death.

I’m not a big fan of him, but I certainly heard and know who he was, in fact… I dunno if it’s a coincidence or what, the day before his announced death (i.e. on Thursday Singapore time), I was actually listening to his old album “Beat it” played on my itouch while I was in the gym. Yes I got some of his songs uploaded in my itouch, but that day was the first time I listened to his songs while I did my workout. O...weird coincidence…but it did kept my momentum going at least a 5min over my usual 40min run…

Oh… is this King of Pop really gone? … Gosh… I like cannot believe it… suddenly like got a load filled of sentiments for him and started reading some of his news… Poor man, he was so rich yet so lonely…

Will it ever clear up like before??

What’s the meaning of a true friendship? If it’s one that u need to constantly be mindful of what u talk to each other, wonder will she get angry over some words u say (though u swear u don’t have double meaning in whatever u say), will she get mad over some comments u pass on her (then I wonder what’s the point of being ‘true’?)…

Be suspicious over her words, intentions, actions…?

Be doubtful on her true concerns…?

It’s certainly not one who bangs or hangs each other’s phone call…

Miss the kind of true friendship I used to have… & don’t think I can ever find it back again… just don’t find it the same again…

Why those tears?

One last thing I remembered… I was running into the rain with my watery eyes…. Yes, I was crying… uncontrolled tears just went streaming down my cold cheeks… I cannot help it, yes just couldn’t control those disobedient tearzzz…

 

Why do u think a girl cry?

 

Hormonal?… must be that time of the month where she’s more likely to be more emotional than usual and likely to react to otherwise mundane things with tears?

 

Manipulation?… she just knew u would get uncomfortable when faced with a crying baby?… yes sure she learned this weapon pretty early on in life… and perhaps her such reinforcement in childhood had made her think nothing of trying the same tactics on a boyfriend in adulthood?

 

Memories?… bad or good…well isn’t she just creature of reflection by nature?… sure no surprise seeing her devoting hours upon hours to turning memories over in her mind, huh?

But... do u think u really know the real answer???